December 1996 (Age 14)

"Hey what's up? Not much here I have a problem and his first name is Vick. It's driving me insane! Do you know how hard it is to look at something you can't have. Something that you'd give up practically anything to have. I mean you don't know how many hours I spend thinking about Vick and how great it would be if we were to go out."

September 1996 (Age 14)

"Hi! I haven't written in so long! Well, I'm in High School no. It's pretty interesting because here I am a 14 year old freshman with these 18 year old seniors who are like adults. It's really weird, because it's like I have to totally grow-up in 4 years it's really weird and kind of scary, because I mean I can't get over that I will be able to drive in 2 years, be taking the SAT's in 3 years and in 5 years I will be without the friends I've grown up with and known forever."

January 1997 (Age 14)

Damn you Nick at Nite!

"I was just watching Happy Days (which is a really cool show) and you know it takes place during high school and when you listen to the song part of it say "These Happy Days are yours and mine share them with me" and it shows like a group of friends together and in the show they have like a hangout and everything and I'm like I have none of that. I mean the only time I hangout with my friends is when we're at school or if one them has a party- which is for birthdays. I mean later in my life I'll look back on my high school days and say 'Man those really suck.' "

June 1998 (Age: 16)

"Sorry I haven't written in awhile. I've been really busy with this burden called high school."